Oh my sweet baby girl how I miss you. 9 years you have been gone and there is not a day that goes by that I don\'t think of you. I love you so very much much

Can\'t believe you are 20. I love you and miss you so much much. You are and always will be my sweet DB.

Oh my it\'s been forever since I have been on here to talk with you. I miss you so much sweetie so much is going on in our family right now. Your dad and I are not together anymore. He needs a lot of help that I can\'t give him. Can you please give extra support right now, let him know that you are with him. I love him and always will but I can\'t fix this for him honey. I wish that you were here to help support us. I\'ll be okay it\'s just been so hard. So I\'m having surgery next month please be with me during it and watch over me. So your sister is getting married. You would love Keegan he is a great man and your sister is so happy. You would be so proud of her.
I miss you so much DB, love you much much my Angel girl

i dont even know the last time i sat down and wrote to you db. too long thats for certain. i miss you so much.. so much is different and i wish you where here experiencing things with me. youd be in college! or maybe not who even knows who you would have became! someone amazing i know. i get upset thinking about all the different things you used to love and how most of that you wouldnt even play with or have anymore. i think about your bedroom up in portage and how it was in the dining room with curtains strung in front of it and you had white puppy stairs for angel to come up on the bed by you and you loved those littlest pet shop toys and had almost all the sets and polly pockets too! i used to love laying in the living room with you gabby mac ashley bailey dylon and whatever other foster kids would be around. we always watched the emperors new groove or some other disney movie. i remember when your hair was soooo lng and blonde and you wanted purple streaks in it more than anything! and i remember the heated salt water pool and swimming with you and ash and flipping our hair in the water to look like george washington. i remember playing house when we where little and you always wanted to be the mom and somehow i always got stuck being the dad. remember the room that when you shut the door the handle would lock from the outsiede and we got trapped in there once, i was so scared. and i remember riding scooters down to the park right down the road or coloring with chalk outside. you guys had the most garage sales. i miss you so much db and i cant even begin to explain how much i wish i had more memories and more recent ones as we grew up and matured and we couldve driven places and seen so many other things and been exposed to so much. i wish that i couldve done that all with you dyan. youll always be more then a memory to me. i love you so much dyan. happy 19th birthday, dont give the rest of the angels to much hassle. always in my heart.

DB,
It\'s been a bit since I posted. I think of you everyday and miss you so damn much. I love you much much. I saw your light on the angel and it made me feel good you were visiting us over Christmas. I can\'t wait to see you again. All my love<
Daddy

Hello sweetie, it has been so long since I have been on here. It has been so hard to be without you and try to live everyday with a smile on my face. It\'s weird to write to you like this thinking that you will respond in some way. I know that you are always with us, but I haven\'t felt you around in so long and so wish that you would show me some how that you are here with me. Dad and I are going up to Portage this Friday to see your class graduate, I so wish with every once of my soul that you would be walking across that stage too. I wonder all the time what you would grow up to be? I had so many dreams for you, I am so sorry that I couldn\'t do more to save you. I miss you so much it is so hard for me to put on that mask of happiness all the time. Please show me that your here with us/ with me your mommy! I love you so very much much and miss you a 100 times more!

Hi there Princess, I don\'t know why but today I felt like writing to you.
I hope that you and Luca are still having fun up there, and I wanted you to know that even that we didn\'t meet in real live I am blessed with the knowledge that I could talk to your mom. Today I feel that I have to tell you that I miss my El Guapo so much, but I know that you all will be there for eachother. I will try to write more often. dear hugs from me and give Luca a hug from me. Love you all

Hi Dyan. :)
So I know it has been a long time since I have posted on here. But I found myself thinking about you a lot today after I found a picture of you in some of my stuff. I just wanted to say that I have missed you a lot. A lot of things have changed over these past few years and from time to time I think about you and I wonder how things would be different if you were here. I guess you can say that things have been going good for me. There has been plenty of bumps in the road and some very low points and bad news but I\'m being strong like you were and things are doing and going a lot better. I just wanted to say that I miss you and that you will always be in my heart. I also wanted to say that I am very glad that we met and that we were friends. Well I better be getting off here, goodnight and until next time.
- Brandy.

As you know Mommy and Me are in South Bend now and I have a new Job want say I love you

I miss and Love you so much much. Today is hard for me. I have a poem to share.

In the arms of Jesus

Daddy, please don\'t look so sad,
Mama please don\'t cry,
\"Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.\"
Please, try not to question God,
Don\'t think he is unkind,
Don\'t think He sent me to you,
and then He changed his mind.
You see, I am a special child,
and I\'m needed up above,
I\'m the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I\'ll always be there with you,
and watch the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that\'s gleaming,
That\'s my halo\'s brilliant light.
You\'ll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That\'s me in the summer showers,
I\'ll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
That\'s me, I\'ll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug,
That\'s me, I\'ll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don\'t look so sad,
Mama don\'t your cry.
\"I\'m in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.\"

Author: Unknown

Bless you, Dyan, and your family. Happy birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my sweet DB!!! I miss you terribly all my love and heart goes to you my angel

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SWEETIE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MUCH

Hey DB,
Just wanted to say I love you so much much and miss you dearly.

As Christmas is just around the counter I wanted to say how again how much I miss you I can't believe that this will be our 6th holiday without you. I love you so very much much. Enjoy your Christmas with Jesus and all the Angels

hey dyan
im going through alot right now ... i need alot of strength to get through it all ... you had alot of it i need it alot right now ... please help me through it ... i think about you every day and wish you were still here but in a better situation ... i love you and miss you so much ... xoxoxo <3

I miss you a ton DB. Not a day goes by were you're not a thought in my head. I wish you were still here. I love you <3

Hey honey mommy has been having some issues lately and I have prayed to you to please watch over me. I really thought it was my time to come be with you but they say not yet. I miss you so much and wish I could be with you, but don't want to leave daddy and your sister and brothers yet either. Please help mom through this hard time. I love you so very much much my baby girl.

Hi Dyan. I just wanted to let you know that i thought about you all day today. Im assistant directing for childrens theater and even though none of them knew you, i can see a spark of happiness and joy that i used to see in you. I miss you so much and i pray everyday for you and your family. I guess ill talk to you later!

Hey DB. i cant believe its been so long since you left us.. i think of you everyday and i really do miss you. im glad i have an amazing guardian angel, but i wish i could still have you here.. i love you always xoxoxox <3